Austin’s:

Lily, the moment I saw you, I knew I was drawn to you. Though at the time I was learning about the supernatural world. -laughs- I was so naïve back then. But after getting to know you, and instantly falling in love with you. I looked at the supernatural world with new understanding, and with you I grew to appreciate every bit about you. The fact being you’re part fae. Back then part of me was freak out at first but…. Getting to know you. Of your kindness. Of your warm heart. Of your gentle nature. Of your forgiving nature. You’ve became my life, my world as my heart, my soul, my body, and my mind had belong to you the moment I had fully fallen in love with you. We’ve had our own problems just a year ago. I’d truly thought I’d lost you then. But… Even in this new life of mine -motions to myself, taking her hands- I still held you in my heart. I didn’t know how I was gonna get you back but I knew I wasn’t going to give up on us. And I kept that promise to myself. We truly found our way back to each other, and I’ve been there for you when the shock of our lives happened. -brightly smiles at her, looking into her eyes- And since then, my love for you gotten stronger and deeper. I found new reasons to love you then and even now. Lily… for the rest of my undead life, you will always own my heart, my soul, my body and my mind. Cause I shall always, for as long as I live, love you with all of my being.

Mine:

-mouths I love you- Austin, I never thought I’d find someone that I could truly fall deeply in love with. Not after being lead on by a not so nice guy. While staying at the base and being more around you, I started to develop deep feelings for you. Feelings that I’ve never thought I could feel for another. -laughs softly- and yes, we truly fell hard for each other. Enough to get engaged 4 and a half months later. Which.. I would have to say was my 2nd favorite event that was with you. True, we had our rocky road that almost tore us apart. But neither of us really gave up our love for each other. And in Dallas, it may have been the start of where we found our way back to one another. Since then, you being there for me when pregnant with Mason had made me appreciate you even more. And… find more reasons to love you. I love you, Austin, with all of my being. No other can make me happy or whole or complete unlike you can. Because, you’re my soul mate. MY soul mate. I will always love you, Austin, for an eternity.

Some Pictures of me in my wedding Dress.

fallenangelabby:

In the ancient city of Troy, some time before Greece soldiers had invaded. My sister Cassandra (Cathy/Cathetel aka @Angel_JudgeRha) and I (@FallenAngelAbby) had just arrive right outside of the large city. We were standing right by the beach, on a cliff, looking right at the great walls. I…

The ring that i’ll always wear on my left hand. The one that @VampireAustin had firstly proposed to me with.

The ring that @VampireAustin reproposed to me with. I’ll wear it on my right hand or around my neck on a chain, close to my heart. While i wear the engagement ring he first proposed to me with on my left hand. 

hotcelebboys:

Trevor Donovan

@Vampireaustin is truly.. gorgeous… 

Those eyes! *gasps* @VampireAustin

Finding myself high up on a cliff. My arms wrapped around each other. I was over looking the waves below crashing upon the rocks. The cold wind biting at my exposed flesh, especially at my cheeks. Feeling semi-dried tears, figuring that i’d must have been crying, my only thoughts were, {Why? What the reason behind this?}.

My thoughts all in a haze. Remembering the last ending of this dream, being introduced to Lord Conner. Wanting to know more of what happen after that. Hates that these dreams keep shifting from back & forth. Making it all confusing. Don’t want to glance over to the left, right to the village my father rules.

Betting my father is truly upset with me not being there to get to know my betrothed. Just wanting to runaway. My feeling so mixed and hurt. {How do i go against tradition to be with the man i love?} Feels that question going deeply throughout me to my heart. Hearing the sounds of horses and dogs barking from the village. Wondering what was going on. Wonders what i’m going to do with this complicated mess.

{Of how I can be with Colin, and still help protect my people?} Hearing the sounds of horses getting closer. So i turned half way to see what the commotion was all about. Seeing some of Lord Conner’s people and Lord Conner himself. I let out a sigh at the sight of him riding up to me like a king.

I started walking forward to greet Lord Conner, dipping down into a curtsy.“Greetings my lord,” bowing my head as I curtsy.

“My lady, what brings you out here?”

Notices as he came to a stop, hops off his horse & walks right over to me. “Just taking in the sea air which helps with any problems i have,” fake kind smile at him.

“I hope nothing to serious your problems?” he asked, stepping closer to me.

Shaking my head. “No it isn’t. it’s just that I got a lot on my mind, and coming here helps,” I replied back, being at least honest.

“I hope when we are married that you’d let others know when you go out to think, my lady.” Hearing a caring, honor in his tone. “Your father & I wish no harm to come to you,” He ended, smiling at me.

I only tilted my head. “I will practice that more often in the future.” Nodding & smiling at him.

“Shall you like an escort back, my lady?” He smiled, offering his arm to me.

I just smiled kindly at him, “Thank you for the kind offer. But i think i’d continue my thinking a little while longer before i return home. Will you tell the king for me?” I bat my lashes a little, smiling softly at him.

“Alright my lady. But please allow me to a guard of mine to watch over you while you do your thinking.” He persisted, calling to one of his men, who had replied that he’ll looked after me, then Lord Conner looked right back at me.

“That would be nice. Thank you Lord Conner,” I curtsy and bowed my head, Lord Conner bow before getting back on his horse quickly.

On the night of All Hallow’s Eve i went into labor & having contractions quickly. @VampireAustin drove me to the hospital where my father @FaeDrAndrew works. While letting my big brothers rest after being babysitters to my niece & nephew @FaeTwins. When we arrived i was rush up to the 5th floor where i quickly went into labor. Meaning the contractions came fast! So i quickly gave birth to @Baby_Barrett with my father’s help, who pull the baby out of me when the shoulders were out. It took a lot of strength and pushing and pain. I FELT EVERYTHING! As the baby was completely out, i was completely curious what i gave birth to. My father told me and austin that it was a boy. Who arrived at 1:37am October 31st 2011. Halloween morning. Austin asked what shall we name our son, and the names i picked out came to my head.  So our son is named Mason Jackson Andrew Barrett. 

Recently I had the another part of my Strange Dream. The part that I’d been wanting to dream about. This is how it started: 

Finding myself on the beach with Colin or as i think of him, Austin {@VampireAustin}. We’re laying on the beach and in each other other’s arms. Taking the time to spend as much time with each other as time was running out. The Lord my father had spoke of me to marry, the Lord Niklaus Drake Conner {@VampLordConner}, was arriving early ahead of schedule. And Colin & I were running out of time.

“Just plead with your father to let you marry whoever you want, Bridgette. You can stand up to him,” He said as he cupped my face, tilting my head to look up at him. Those eyes were the same as Austin’s, which were making me melt all over.

“Even if i ask, Colin, he wouldn’t allow it. My father is too strict. My plea won’t do nothing but cause trouble for us,” i spoke, my face softens as i glance down 

Colin sat up a little and spoke with such positive energy, “Yes you can, Bridgette. Your father loves you and will listen to his only child. His only daughter. If he’s a good & honorable king as we believe him as,  then he would take note of what you say.”

What Colin was saying was true, nodding.The dream shifted to a scene where i’m dressed up what appears to be my “finest” as i stand beside my father. My hands folded over each other as we all awaited for this Lord Niklaus Drake Conner to come walking into this room. Footsteps were being heard from the hallway. I gulp down hard knowing that i’d soon be face to face with my betrothed. Though my heart belonged to Colin as it will always be. 

The double doors of the throne room bust open & men marching in. The one in front parade himself nobly and i assume this man; a man that appears to be around 5’10/6’0, strong looking, could handle the use of a sword or any weapon. He came up to my father and bowed.

“Your Majesty, Your Highness,” he said, though he looked right towards me before straightening up.

I made sure to notice him before glancing at my father. My father greeted the Lord, “I welcome you to my kingdom, Lord Conner. Though your arrival is quite early, Lord Conner”

“I do apologize your majesty, but my campaign ended faster then expected, and  i wanted to get to know my betrothed before we are married,” he said, then looked right at me, as if he  was examining me from top to bottom. I would only be a trophy to him i see.

My father spoke again, “That is quite alright, Lord Conner. And it’s quite understandable that you want  to get to know your future bride.” My father looked right at me, i gave a small smile, my father continued, ”Bridgette, why don’t you welcome your future husband.”

I gulp down as i step forward towards Lord Conner and gave a fake smile* Welcome to our kingdom, Lord Conner. My father and I are greatly happy to have you here.”

“I am most happy to be here, Princess. And I look forward to getting to know you as much as possible before we are a wedded,” Lord Conner’s tone was soft & warm.

~End of Part 2~